ok. i hate weddings. the feeling is so appalling. my eyes welled up with tears - tears of happiness and something 'soury' - and i swear that's not jealous! - that will only surface during solemnisation and wedding dinner.
spent my whole day sharing the joy with my paternal family. My cousin got married yesterday, and it was a rather glam one. they had a european style for their holy matrimony. it was outdoor, the view is awesome. it took place at a golf club actually, called the Laguna Conutry Club. like what the pastor say, "very nice place for a european style wedding, but not a very good weather in Singapore to fulfil this style." True i thought, the sun was scorching hot, beads of perspiration was dripping down from the forehead of those who attended the matrimony. but it was sweet, very sweet. especially when they exchange vows, man! i feel like crying. i don't know why. Every wedding, every solemnisation.. i can feel tears forcing its way through. I start to think what if i am the bride? (:
Congratulations to Karin and Yucai. They are made for each other la.
When is my boyfriend going to propose to me?! hahaha.
Having a little too much food yesterday night at the dinner, i went for a jog at the nearby park, hoping to shed some oil. yea, indeed was sweating. but i experienced a blackout on my way back home. suddenly i feel like vomiting, and my head is spinning. the next thing i know, everything i see is black and turning. Fears gripped me. i kept telling myself, don't worry, hang on. you're reaching home. Don't fall back. i wanted to lie on the floor badly. in fact i have to. but i keep myself awake till i reach home and fainted after i shouted "Pa!".
Just a short blackout. i thought i'm going to die. because as i was walking back, i feel no heartbeat. only strings of perspiration kept dripping from my head. and total blackness. scary. its not heart attack la. prolly just a combi of mere heart attack and lack of exercise/oxygen.
ma sis is so happy with her new phone la! remember my perfume k. Rose one hor!! gonna add me some pics i took yest.

My sis, me, and my bro's gf - Azinna.

in the cab. going to my uncle's place.

Did some setting to my hair!

We're just so tired after a long day.

oh! and i drove today! My uncle's lancer. Too bad its automatic.