BLUEmess!!!

Saturday, March 29, 2008

ok, i have been asked to upload my pictures of my Birthday wants on the blog. so here it is...

That's the Coach hangbag i want. :) But i really do not know the authentic brown color is better, pink is more suitable for me, or the white color looks classier.. but do check out its website - www.coach.com

And if you are thinking what is a Maltese pup.. There it is.. Cute isnt it?

and my lovely Kate Spade tote looks like this..

i want, i want, i want!!

oh by the way, i am going to Bangkok this coming May!! i am so excited.

the blue mess.;
4:06 AM;

Sunday, March 16, 2008

today is a HAPPY day.

Did my HROD test in the morning, and whatever i have memorize - i just jotted them down. well, hope to score for the paper, though i thought i actually did a stupid thing by not answering to the MBO qns but tried to attempt the "Give examples.." qns. owells, its over. just leave it to fate. need to start mugging for ER. and i can tell you, i have absolutely no faith in that paper. Especially, i nearly failed it during my Diploma. so, yes, please tell me about the stressssss..

Head down to Parkway with Roy and Weiqin to purchase my handphone and to replace my oready-dead nokia 6288. well, the new one resemble my old one, but i like it. weird la..

see see my new handphone...

the unglam part about this picture is my masked Face! and of course my shirt - Can you make out what design the tee is? hehe.

Ok, closed up. - of cos without my face this time.

nice hor?

anyways, the not-so-happy thing about today is that Hon had to report back to work again. -_- super duper boring. he's not there to choose the phone with me, to eat sushi with me and of cos shopping with me. miss miss miss.

Ok, my sis asked me to post this up and sell this hot pants off to a prettier owner who possesses skinner legs.. please support!! xie xie!

A Pair of White Hot Pants (brand new!) S$22

the blue mess.;
1:56 AM;

Friday, March 14, 2008

Hon's back to camp, and probably for the whole weekend. i am totally bored by his departure and of course with the pile of lectures notes i have to memorise by tomorrow 9a.m. for my HROD test. Gawd, i hate test and i seriously don't know the usage of it. next week there's ER, worst! no Good Friday for me. *doubly sians*

i need to go clubbing really soon. i have missing all the night time for almost half a year and seriously i think i am aging.

Photos with Monica & Fong @ Vienna Restaurant..

It was Monica's 21st birthday celebration..

We bought her a Creative Mp3! Pink color somemore. Monica: We hope you like it!!

That marks my whole week. Spend 2.5 days of leave staying at home to study for my test. Pray hard hard i can pass with flying colours..

Que Sera Sera...

the blue mess.;
3:13 AM;

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

my phone is so officially dead. meaning i might have lost most of your contacts, which sometimes is frustrating. well, may buy nokia 6500 slide as a replacement. still contemplating thou.

went for Monica's birthday celebration yesterday at Vienna Restaurant. As usual, we had our fill, we laughed, we joked and of cos we talked about everything under the sun. it is so fun and not forgetting stress-less when i always hang out with them. fong aka molly will always be the one quietly sitting there and let us 'suan' her, while me and monica will sing each other tunes and joke about Anything. it is really joyous to have besties like that. Regardless of race, religion, likes/dislikes and even whether you smoke or not, will still stick by you, go through thick and thin with you. But these days, who is still so willing to do this?

On Sunday it was Nette's birthday. Didnt really enjoy myself as much as i was expecting. but i feel the birthday love larh. so many gathered together, giving you their birthday blessings, not forgeting tons of nice presents and yes finally, it's the company that matters la. i, too, wish i am going to have one. at least i hope this year 's wont be so mandane.

Talking about presents, where's my birthday WANTS' LIST?

1. Coach Bag
2. A Maltese pup (which i will call her Jewel, or call him Dino)
3. Kate Spade Tote bag
4. Shiseido Brightening Serum & Control Base
5. A pair of air tickets to BKK in May'08
6. G2000 business suit
7. Creative mp4

i know the above mentioned are not achievable. Just for your info only... hehe.

promise to upload more picts soon.! haha.

nights!

the blue mess.;
9:29 AM;

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Yet another night without Honey by my side.

i feel so lonely. i wish he can come back now..

the blue mess.;
8:37 AM;

Sunday, March 02, 2008

i hate MAS SELAMAT.

BLARDY COWARD.

the escape of this guy has aroused much tension in people's lives. take me for example, i cannot sleep well, constantly worried for the safety of army/police/special command personnels who are involved in the search (esp Honey) and of cos' for Singapore, my country. This guy is highly dangerous who is capable of anything with a capital 'A'! one day he is not caught, no one Singaporean can rest or sleep in peace.

" i still want to go bangkok one hor! don't cause implications to us can or not!?!?!? "

home alone tonight. honey received activation. poor thing. am so worried about him, guess i can't sleep well too.

anws i did some read up on Depression and took a test on it. Guess wad, i was diagnosed with MAJOR DEPRESSION. i really do not know whether it was due to burnout at work and family matters that caused me to cry frequently, feeling sad/fatigue these days, or i AM really suffering from depression. Website suggested me to look for my family doctor to get some anti-depressant or if worst, see a psychiatrist. yes, WHAT?! PSYCHIATRIST?! NO WAY!

or maybe i really should?

well, decide to just leave it and see how in about 1 month's time? i believe this is just Temporary mild depression. But anyway, which man who really suffer from Depression will say " I AM SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION?" Guess only me bahh. 'cos i can feel it coming.

i promise i won't commit suicide. promise. *cross fingers*

Pictures from Esther's wedding on 1 March 08...

the blue mess.;
7:38 AM;