Friday, February 03, 2006
i will be lying to myself if i say : sy, im nort at all affected by what you said that night.but i will kidding if i say : yes, i'm so so upset over it la.because i myself have no idea what is really bothering inside me. probably its school work. you knoe, exams, tests, projects.. it could be that factor that makes you feel uncomfortable, uneasy and worst, self-worthless. maybe i knoe that reason in me, jez that i cant describe out. mm, owells.. life sucks isnt it?the pang of guilt, the gush of agony.. i dno. i jez wish to shake them off. never will i wish to get involved in such dillema, neither will i want another crush like this. you ask me is it painful? well, definite NO. liek c'mon, i'm nort feeling any pain. ok ok, i admit. maybe another night of drowning myself with Barcardi Coke will be nice after all. =/adopted from Yan's msn nickExpect the Worst/Cos 'She's A Tourist' - rather nice i thought. quite rhyme and it seems to mean something, doesnt it?quoted from Siyin's convers with meShe always got someone to clean up her own shit - wahaha. so lame.chinablack on the 27th, phuture on the 30th and 1st. what a wonderful night life. oh and chinablack was fun. it was fun shaking the booties with the gerls. and of cos, my dear ashley. the very very skinny bamboo love. oh boy, how i regreted not going DXO that night la. the black shirt with a middle red star. (:oh and dinner with my guppies is cool. fish and co at Love. damn nice cans. thou it is ex, but it was splendid. and syl, you didnt finish ure Tartar sauce in the end.. ohwells. after Fish n Co's party was great too. thou faith went off earlier=( you didnt miss out anything, cos there's Zero cute guys in phuture that wed. mind you, zero. bitchy gerls have la, you want ryte lizhen? wahaha. joking.three cheers to singlehood. hip-hip Hurray! hip-hip Hurrayyy! hip-hip Hurraayyyyy!!
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