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The Exits

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*Esther*
*Felicia*
*Yan*
*Ainie*
*Priscilla*

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my whole body feels numb. i feel so empty. i want to escape from this world, this reality. how i wish i can get high drunk every night, hitting cool clubs and preying on new prettyfaces.. i wud love to lead a lyf liek this, better than hearing constant nagging and complaining at home. i had enuff, and i yearn to get out of these. all these heated arguments are getting on my nerves. i can foresee a break down soon. maybe i need a holiday. a long long break from home.

hearing people talking about australia, sydney, perth, melbourne 's stories, are all making me excited, wanting to see the world soon. i wud love to study in melbourne, or maybe emigrate ere' for long. deep inside of me, this probably is the freedom im yearning to achieve in the long run. but how can i really really achieve that? yes, i nidd loads of money. i nidd a bursary.

i love my friends. had a wonderful xmas dinner ystd at fel's place. drinking red wine, talking rubbish, exchanging presents. after that, a post party at zouk. Zouk was amazing. except from the fact that it is blardy blardy crowded. i hate the crowd ere man. but i love their songs and grooves. hrmm, but i prefer MOS more. it was even spectacular when i.. chanced upon this man. he totally lite up my night. oh ya, and i saw my ritz fwends ere. cool place with the right people, thats all i wanted.

my xmas wishlist is damn blardy long. im wishing fer alort alort of stuffs, i wonder this yr any prettyboy Santa will grant me my wishes. 3 days away from xmas, and ive yet got my best buds any stuffs. but still im looking ferward fer that dinner zhen promised to arrange. im waiting fer ure confirmation ger.

wanted to werk fer this jeans, and give it to babyboy fer xmas. but bistro pay ive yet to receive, so xmas gift fer babyboy is abit challenging. i cudnt ged myself nice tops and heels too. im sad too.

i love guys to take this initiative to shove a lighter towards any lady, wanting to lend her a light. eu knoe exactly wad i mean? i knoe my describtive english is damn bad, ok siyin, don say abt my english anymore cans. i knoe im lousy la. bleahs. ok back to the light topic. i love the picture whereby eg. i wanna smoke, and im actually searching fer my lighter, so coincident that there's this guy( could be a fren or stranger) was near me, and he initiatied to take out his lighter before im able to find it, and light it up fer me. i think its really an act of gentleman. and its liek, i feel that there's mutual interest in the atmosphere when he borrowed a lady his light. i love that kinda feeling.

the blue mess.;
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