Monday, December 05, 2005
feels good back in blogging life. yea, of cos i have sth to share. i dno, sth personal i feel. but i nidda a space to let it go. this maybe a good place?im sad, bistro is closing. the fwends ive made there.. i mean, i rly like them. i can joke with them and all. i love working there, thou pay is late in general. its jez that i don wan to leave the people ere.im nort a slut, neither am i a fcuking whore. i like meeting new people. making new relationships with people around me. having some drinking/dancing sessions.. i don see it as a sin having flings.knoe, i jez have this unfaithful feelings in me now. not jez now, for past 1 month? i dno. maybe ive been losing touch with jakpeng. and maybe ive gaining more contact with other people i knoe of. so ive sort of start this "wanting-to-keep-a-newboy" kinda feelings. i knoe its so muthufcuking of me, but i started to miss this someone. we've jez met, and he's leaving soon.indeed, we've jez met, and he's leaving. leaving me.i enjoyed being around him. thats my point.
the blue mess.;
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