Thursday, September 01, 2005
i jez splash a half loaf garlic bread and penne primevera on the seat at bistro.is that clumsy or clumsy?i can't help it. ran out of bistro and cried. i dno what had came over me. Yesterday. Today. Things within me seems bottling up. i dno what is inside of me that is making me blur, block-minded and sickly that i can't even perform up to standard. Can eu imagine i really drop everything!? i jez can't believe it.Is it tiredness? Or is it plain boredom?i donnoe. And i have absolutely no idea. Me myself felt so confided. Seems liek im bonded by a bondage or sth that doesnt allows any breathing space for me till Crying is the only way out. Only way of releasing inner frustration and beyond words feelings. Bad for health thou. But i have no other better confiders. In fact, nobody will understand what im trying to bring across. So, wud rather keep it within myself.Maybe its the mid life crisis? nahhh...went towning with sze. nort rly shopping laa. went to catch a glimpse of my Aldo slip-ons again before heading work. so sweet. i cant stand it anymore. so so damn nicee laa.(: i really wanna ged it. sugar daddy anyoneee?had a haircut fer 19bucks today at da DJ Salon. hmm, new look thou. shorter length.. but look messier. i lurve the ruggard look esp when i wax it. Bleahss... comments k.sze is really mua sugar mummy. she treat me so many stuffs today. from the Shinlin Chix, to Thai Express Prawn Fritters and Tom Yum Talay and of course the most magnificent is the marshmallows chocolates!!! Omg. Sze, i swear i will treat u too when ive the money kk. i really appreciate everything u did. ure jez so adorable. thanks so so much. ure liek my angel blessing me all along. if nort fer u, i would be dead of hunger.(: love ya.stomach is growling now. betta ged to slp bef i go make sth to eat.ciao.
the blue mess.;
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