Saturday, August 20, 2005
Cant you believe it? im actually really fix my mindset into dieting. What a great feeling to feel empty inside my stomach. Means im losing pounds. wooHoo.ya ryte, im so tiredd without food. im so lazy now laa. but i wanna lose that extra fats there, popping at places where it shouldnt be. Fcuk laa. it sucks being a fat ger. low self-esteem and all. blah, jez hope i can endure. Yes, i can!feel so outta place in ief tutorial today. I jez cant seems to keep in pace with my classmates and miss wong. They discuss questions liek rockets can. i jez don seems to ustd any thing on exchange rate market, foreign investments blah blah shit. Really, got this damn bad feeling about my this year's results. Guess i've overworked and neglected my studies laa. But what to do, i nidd money to eat.work is fine. everything is great there. lucky yan wasnt angree or whatsoever. Sze is going there fer interview tmr. So happy.Back with my life filled with my darling baby. Yeah, nice thang we talked things out, and we both doesnt wanna leave each other. *phew So ya, we had patched things up. (: i knoe few of my close friends will be disappointed. they tout that by doing this im jez torturing myself. but owells. there's no reason for love ya? k. fine. eu ustd those phrases. Good. If nort, nvm.i bought this flesh imp tee for only 16bucks. its too damn cheap alrdy. so its liek a You-Have-To-Buy-It-Cos-Its-Fcuking-Cheap kinda mentality that leads me on to ged it. its nicee laa. green color onee. yeah. happy.i was on this bus home from work. tell eu that damn bus is full of cockroaches and maggots. damn scary cans. imagine ure sitting and a xiaoqiang jez crawl pass ure feets? i will scream and immediately change place. it liek whole bus is filled with them laa. eeks!! im feeling itchy all over now. (pass to eu!!) K, the dirtiest buses are the TransIsland buses. tdy is my 1st tym saw maggots in SBS. quite disappointing.ciao.
the blue mess.;
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