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i don have any descriptive words that can describe my feelings now. jez as what my title has summarize, without trust, everything jez start to fall apart. we're doing the same old thing every week, our interaction tyme geds shorter and shorter, we do nort have much topics to discuss about, things are jez liek a routine to me. i dno how he felt, but at least i feel everything is going a negative way, instead of a positive way.

imma very sad. really very upset. i heart him so much, so much so i am willing to give up alot of stuffs for him, i sacrifice my time my money for him, i forsake all other opportunities cost jez for him, but does he ever realise it? sometymes i will jez cry, i won say a thing. but when things start to pile up, i cant control my own temper. i don wish ending this relationship will be the only solution for us. that is really my heart cry.

we're going to celebrate our one year anniversary soon, but things jez kept coming in. i dno how long we can endure this long walk, but i really pray for a betta change. as for now.. i jez wish trust will redeveloped again, and hopefully we get to celebrate our 2nd yr or even 3rd year's anniversary together.

the blue mess.;
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