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The Exits

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ohh yeahh, gotta myself a new skinn. how abt this? was immediately attracted to this skinn when i first view it. baby.. i lurvee you.. hmm, isn't that nicee? wanted to meet up sze and gang fer prata ystd. but too baddd.. aza called. ya, ever since he werk we hardly talk long on the phone. so pretty hard decision to make. in d end, i stayed at home talking to him. yea babes, imma sry k.

kinda feeling low now. dad quarrelled with mama ystd. i seriously have no idea should i hate my mom. she caused this family to break up, made sucha gr8 impact on me and my slibings' life.. i rly have no clues what to do next. imma so scared daddy cant take the turmoil evil mom is creating in him.. if ever he decides to give up and leave my sis,bro and me alone on this earth, what should i do? yes, i kno i nidd God now. Almighty God. but what can He do now? my heart is broken, everything's shattered. i used to have sucha nicee family. why is God creating sucha mess in my family now? i kno i shouldn't hate anyone. but i do blame God. jez alittle. why He made sucha plan? that my family, by no means, shall all leave. i werry so much fer my daddy. yet i cant help anythingg. imma so useless, i kno. what should i do next?

how i wish i had a nicee family. where their parents will bring their children overseas fer a holiday.. where during Sundays we would have a family dinner.. where every morning i woke up, i knew breakfast is on the way. but this tyme round, each day as i woke up, the whole house is empty. no breakfast. sometymes imma so jealous. i may appeared to be so nort affected, thats jez my mask. how i wish i can take off that mask sometymes and broke into tears. the pain is empowering me. everything is a tragedy. i prefer nort to have any parents to seeing my parents gedding seperated, quarrels.. everything is a big tragedy.

if ever there's a need, yes, i will quit school to help my family. this thought has always been floating in my mind. of cos i still have my ambition and stuffs, but my sliblings' ambition is even greater than mine, i won mind sacrificing.

ive a sudden urge to ged real drunk. probably soon.

the blue mess.;
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