Who doesn't yearn for more friends? the big word 'friends' i am referring to are the ones who share your burdens, joy and loves with.. at times when you are feeling low, or meet with crisis, something big happening, these friends will be the 1st you notify, because you just want them to be the first fews to feel your happiness, sadness and excitment..
To be really frank, i love that kind of feelings. however, it is soon fading and is vanishing as i ages.
Why is that things have to be this way? i mean, its just that my weekend activities are different from you all.! well, i no longer sing, dance and clap in that beautiful temple with you side by side anymore, i can no longer go for small gathering on weekdays with you.. But all these you know it 2 years ago! Why can't we be brave and face the future together?! it is just that i now have a different belief, but i am still the old me. the crazy becky you know.. Stop saying that i have a busy life out there, i am still always available to hear you speak, cry with you and laugh crazily together. why can't we just make that extra effort to enable us bond again?
yes, my heart is crying out. i am definitely not angry with Him, who i believe snatch my friends away. but Come on, let's be fair. Giving the reason that i am always not with you, thus our bond waivers.. i personally think it's rubbish.
Some things are better left unsaid. Some things are better if you share. i felt that this is something in my heart which i don't mind sharing it virtually. i am hurt, because they meant everything to me. but somehow i just felt they don't share the same harbour as me. we are and will always be on different shores. i don't know how far we can go from where we are now, but i just wanna cherish every moment i can and able to spend with them.
7 years flew by, things come and go. Learn to let go is the best description i can give to depict my view on this matter.
K, enough on all these. share some pics with whoever view my blog: ciaos!