Monday, March 26, 2007
Finally! my Kickboxing is confirmed. me and zhen is going for it. wooHoo. i need some cardio exercise to burn my fats away. $65 for 12 sessions.. not consider expensive laa. ((: Good..Good Friday is coming, and my Genting trip has to be cancelled cos sweets will be on standby throughout the weekend. *sighs. The thought that i have to work during the weekends make me sick and dreadful. *double sighs.Well, i am beginning to enjoy working life. i actually dreamt myself climbing up the corporate ladder year by year. it is sucha virtual confirmation to the soul. People find me so boring having to work straight after Diploma education, and suggested me to go for a good holiday before committing myself to Full-time job which concerns my entire life. On the contrary, i rather work first, and when i possess the experience and moneyy, i will have the entire life to enjoy such fortune.I am not born with a silver spoon. Thus, i have learnt to appreciate things when it comes.
the blue mess.;
11:05 PM;
Gentleman........Is one who gives up his seat in the bus for Ladies regardless of age.
the blue mess.;
10:49 PM;
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
I really feel bad. i cant blame on the fact that i DO NOT KNOW i need to advise the staff. ignorance is not exactly a bliss. it can be a 'bliss' in disguise, but in my context, NOPE! it is never a fortunate thing.
Okie, the whole story goes like this. this particular Filipino's employment pass is expiring on 7 Apr, while her contract with Opus is on 9 Apr. According to my sup, i need to advise her on her last day of service in order to get her completion bonus. however, i only know i have to advice her yesterday. So she is so-called 'kept in the dark' lah. and now, Esther has to clear this shit for me.
Not exactly angry with myself lah, just wondering why am i not observant enough to do things better and stop giving people trouble. i mean of course i am confident of doing a gr8 job, but at times Saturn will always bug around me, pestering me, tearing away my self esteem.
oh gosh, i really do in need of a strong religion. the old me, the girl always on fire and appearing in church on Sat/sun.. is dying soon becos there is no more vision and motivation in her.
the blue mess.;
11:05 AM;