BLUEmess!!!

Friday, December 22, 2006

today is the eve-eve of Christmas's eve. Everyone is so hyper about this season, giving gifts, receiving gifts.. from colleagues, friends, loved ones.. and even those people who are trying to win your heart or the one you're trying to win theirs.

went vivo to get more gifts for zhen & nette, walk super fast den head down to citylink to get the jacket hon like. it surely cost me a bomb. $119. my goodness. but its okie, at least i got him something. and also to everyone i heart.

monica's Pooh puzzle is the prettiest of all. and one that im the proudest of. but it all toppled off even before monica can see the whole picture. yes, i am disappointed. cos i thought i can do a better job than this.. im sorry monica. ):

Receive a Strawberry Shortcake water bottle from Monica. thanks gerl. i love anything that has Strawberry Shortcake on it. i'll surely use it till the Strawberry becomes blackberry. wahaha.

My HR team is so sweet and cute la. they call me the Candy Gerl, and i received a Mango sleeveless top from them for Xmas. so nice, and i really love the top. its so 'Me' laa. i bet they got it during the sales. haha. now Mango got 50% storewide SALE ma. haha

glad that molly like the present, or rather passionberry lip balm i got for her from The BodyShop. Actually i like that balm myself too. guess will get it the next time i pass by BodyShop. Must use ok, Molly? must beautify ureself. and dont ever speak 'Cove' as 'Golf' again.. it makes my toes laugh.

thats all for the morning of 22Dec, eve-eve of Christmas's eve. will be back. maybe laters.

the blue mess.;
11:04 AM;

Monday, December 18, 2006

yea my supervisor is back. nope, i am not at all excited.

she brought that that kind of atmosphere.. you know what i mean? that kind of "you're an intern, you're outcaste. whatever u do is like shit, you're just an intern.." my god, these 6 months sitting beside her is the shittest! period in my life to date. i dno how i tahan, maybe cos there's people like monica who is so nice to always share my woes n nags with me. thats y i cant endure till now. yes, it's gna be over soon. still not sure about the contract offer soolin was talking about last month. let's see. maybe in the mean time look for more jobs.

well, my christmas shopping is more or less completed. accept for nette n zhen's presents. and hon's. =/ dreadful.

and imma sick. coughing away since last week. sniffing away too. poor me. and then, my fish & co with the gerls is cancelled. ): no good. meet soon.

oh and i gotta department tea! xmas! joyous! presents!! wooHoo..

the blue mess.;
12:33 PM;

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

they say Christmas is so exciting.

i say Xmas is a dread.

yes, of cos it is a dread. this season makes u think, and squeeze your brain juice, thinking of what presents are suitable to give as a gift to your friends, colleagues etc. and oh boy, i hate thinking. esp thinking of buying presents! i really have no idea.

mm.. monica, can you please tell me what you want?

it's like so sweet la, monica b0ught present for me already. i bet it must be some strawberry shortcake stuffs.

okie, i gotten buy presents for hon(: , monica, molly, zhen, nette, polytechnic friends and colleague.

and i feel like sleeping.
bleahs.

the blue mess.;
10:40 PM;

Sunday, December 03, 2006

ok. i hate weddings. the feeling is so appalling. my eyes welled up with tears - tears of happiness and something 'soury' - and i swear that's not jealous! - that will only surface during solemnisation and wedding dinner.

spent my whole day sharing the joy with my paternal family. My cousin got married yesterday, and it was a rather glam one. they had a european style for their holy matrimony. it was outdoor, the view is awesome. it took place at a golf club actually, called the Laguna Conutry Club. like what the pastor say, "very nice place for a european style wedding, but not a very good weather in Singapore to fulfil this style." True i thought, the sun was scorching hot, beads of perspiration was dripping down from the forehead of those who attended the matrimony. but it was sweet, very sweet. especially when they exchange vows, man! i feel like crying. i don't know why. Every wedding, every solemnisation.. i can feel tears forcing its way through. I start to think what if i am the bride? (:

Congratulations to Karin and Yucai. They are made for each other la.

When is my boyfriend going to propose to me?! hahaha.

Having a little too much food yesterday night at the dinner, i went for a jog at the nearby park, hoping to shed some oil. yea, indeed was sweating. but i experienced a blackout on my way back home. suddenly i feel like vomiting, and my head is spinning. the next thing i know, everything i see is black and turning. Fears gripped me. i kept telling myself, don't worry, hang on. you're reaching home. Don't fall back. i wanted to lie on the floor badly. in fact i have to. but i keep myself awake till i reach home and fainted after i shouted "Pa!".
Just a short blackout. i thought i'm going to die. because as i was walking back, i feel no heartbeat. only strings of perspiration kept dripping from my head. and total blackness. scary. its not heart attack la. prolly just a combi of mere heart attack and lack of exercise/oxygen.

ma sis is so happy with her new phone la! remember my perfume k. Rose one hor!! gonna add me some pics i took yest.

My sis, me, and my bro's gf - Azinna.

in the cab. going to my uncle's place.

Did some setting to my hair!

We're just so tired after a long day.

oh! and i drove today! My uncle's lancer. Too bad its automatic.

the blue mess.;
5:09 AM;

Friday, December 01, 2006

work is mandane. same things throughout the week. its Friday today, so it's our usual cold cut trio day. had sub-sub with molly(aka fongyee) and monica. it was joyous, altho its our the 3 of us. We had our share of delicious sandwiches, as well as tons of jokes and laughter. it's so nice knowing nice friends around. Esp one who has so much in common, share the same behaviour and attitude.. its cool. Really, and i really appreciate them, for not detesting me and my actions. cuz i can be bland at times. oh wells.

hon(: gonna be back on wed. thats like 4 days away from today. imma so excited and i cant wait. sheesh.

Sentosa is fun. Abit don't wanna leave, know so many people there, had so much fun bitching and joking with colleagues, other interns, friends.. Things are so gonna be different when i stepped out of Sentosa. felt so at home on the island alrdy la. make me doubly reluctant to leave. Pls.. gimme a job opportunity in Sentosa. plz?

Weekend is here. December just arrived. Attending wedding tmr. tts abt it. oh ya, and shopping for xmas with monica next week!!

Surely, gonna look forward.

the blue mess.;
8:10 AM;