Monday, August 14, 2006
was just pure wondering, why cant he jsut be liek other daddys, who will come around you shower you with gifts and candies, makes u happy when ure feeling down, show abit of his concern when ure not ure not feeling guud..i donno why he has to shout and yell when he found out my brother is sick with high fever, claims that he has no money to buy a hot water heater when he knos that my sister is suffering slight symptoms of a rheumatism and i jsut stupidly slipped and knocked the back of my head(now with a big red bum n bruise on my right arm). And then again, kept on boasting that he's gonna shift house, when he has minimal amount of savings in his pocket. seriously, i dno what is going through in his head. and i am getting abit fed up of all these shit. i love him, but does he love me as much? i will be seriously happy if he wasnt liek this. but alex taught me many. be patience, and be embrace with expectancy.
the blue mess.;
8:56 AM;
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
was taking 165 back home from clementi yesterday. my eyes were all concentrating on the moving graphics of TVmobile, but my thoughts kept running wild. i don't know what i am thinking of, my whole mind, body and soul just cant seem to connect.
the blue mess.;
12:45 AM;