Friday, November 04, 2005
I feel like I am seeing him for the first time. Does every lady feel this way? Even brides with plain grooms? Does every lady feel that her groom is the most handsome man in the world? Probably.With all my heart, i want the best for him. I want this day to be perfect, and it chews me up because I know that it can never be perfect.And my spirit lifts because today I feel brand new, as though the good old days are about to finally start. Although there are many things behind us, some of them wretched and sad and painful, there's also so much ahead of us, so much to look forward to, so much yet to come.I am certain about this man. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I want his face to be the last thing I see at night and the first thing I see in the morning. I want to watch that face as it changes through the years. I want to know every birthmark on his body, to commit every pimples and scars to memory.I draw a deep breath."I do,"
the blue mess.;
8:40 PM;
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
your heart jez lighten up once your officially nort a Seiki staff. that applies to me totally and im so proud of it. 6 weeks of torture finally came to an end. yet boss still nort willing to challenge us laa. last minute he mia to msia, leaving the 4 of us plus bid crab, 5 peepx, waiting liek debtors for him in tiong branch jez now. that scene was damn amusing. but at that point of tyme, my humor glands nort yet start functioning.. in fact, my anger spores did. fcuk. i knoe i shouldnt let my fwends see that side of me. another temper control problem. damn.went towning with meiyee and siyin laa. had pasta fer lunch. today is a carbo day. carbo fer breakfast, lunch and dinner. hot fudge sundae for supper. is that fat or Fat? shop fer tops, skirts and bags.. reserves a couple of them.. hopefully can ged em end of this week. part of me cant wait fer sch to start.. but the thought of needing to werk and study makes my legs go weak again.. can i jez stop working fer the tyme being..? fcuk, wad a lame and dumb qns.i nidda tan. strong tan. (:
the blue mess.;
12:31 AM;