BLUEmess!!!

Thursday, July 28, 2005

finished my ief projek. its liek finally. was actually intending to do my ief tutorial laa, but when i look at da tym, too late. im too tired to think, so everything shall let nature takes its course. tmr is our ief presentation, but i got no pants to wear laa. dno la, prolly jez wear a formal grey pants la, though it looks so nort fitting. owells, who asked us to be so last minute? but i can only work under pressure. haha, i'll be so so lazy when i'm relaxing.

had abit too much of chocolate today. shall repent. *humphs

had my first japanese class today. So fun cans.. we learn abit of Japan seasons, their history and stuffs. liek so nicee laa. though im abit liek so loner in da class, but i enjoy every single part of it. Sensei Yoko is so kawaii. i swear i wanna go Japan one day. to see their snow, their sakura.. And my apartment next tyme shall be designed in Japanese style.

Ogenki desu ka?
that means how are you.

haha, so sweet ryte da language.. if i have the money, i may go on and learn the full course of Japanese. Nvm, shall wait and see.

i nidd so so much money.
fcukit.

owells, 1 more month darling sweets will be heading for national service. 2 weeks, no meetings, no physical contacts. ass. i hate it la. and boy oh boy, one more month only laaa.

oso exams are jez one month away too. hees.(:

good luck becks.

the blue mess.;
11:37 PM;

Sunday, July 24, 2005

term tests were all over, in da past. now is to look ahead and strive fer better results. hopefully i can do so so much better at the year-end exams laa.

i cant feel any much relieved after my EC paper kno. went towning with siyin and est. werking with my batch of san-pa-po, met up had bbq session with dearest baby, home-ing spending quality tyme with ma sis, papa and didi.. was indeed a great chill out, fun weekend. usually i'll be out da whole saturday and sunday laa. but this week was exceptional cos dearest had to werk, so i jez stay at hme and chill. Anyway, i had a whole week of tension and fear and tiredness werking through all my tests.. So its jez a weekend of relaxation.

its jez so lucky tuesday there isn't any school. so i can be out to enjoy the whole day.(:

so anyhoos, i've gotten my new phone. i lurvee it.

urghh, projek projeks and more projeks are killing. bunch of shit ass.
i hope i don flunk IEF and OM, or any of da paper. i rly pray so hard. liek please...

ciao.
xoxox..

the blue mess.;
10:42 PM;

Friday, July 15, 2005

1230 pm.
ahhaa. i give out a sigh of relief.
over, its over.

one down, 4 more to go. now what i really am worried about is IEF. Damn. seriously i dno what am i doing. was so so so screwed up.

went on my maiden journey to the serangoon garden circus ystd, ate at chomp chomp, studied at coffee bean. rather nice chill out place. me and sy will love to keep going back. prolly jez to chill or study.. or talk hearts out. i love that place. esp nite tyme. i love it.

while im on the bus home, sweetie pie called. He's going fer NS in early september. what a gudd news isn't it? was very sad initially. my heart feel so squench up ( dno got this word in dictionary nort(: ] laaa. Really wanna cry. imagine 3wks without him. Not a gimplise k? how sad can it be. But nvm. Sooner or later he has to go thru' these. I'll pray hard for his safety and health.

alrytey. gonna offline and prepare fer werk. how i wish i can stay at home and rest and sleep. so so so damn tired laaaaa. ciao.

the blue mess.;
3:11 PM;

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

that's me. yes, as fat as ever. Being buried in the sand. With a fake penis, and 2 small nipples.. I definitely look weird. No wonder Siyin was luffing liek shit laaa. Shit eu sy.

haha. Look at Siyin's eyes and Faezah's face.
You'll get wad i mean.
Sy,retribution!!!! (:

Faezah, awarded the "Heroine of the Day" , helped us t take pics while we suntanned. So sweet. She's ever the sweetie pie.

and if eu dno, after this peekture, Siyin took off her shorts. Yes, in the heart of Sakae restaurant. She's feeling hoR*y. opps.

ahha. best pic of the day!!

the blue mess.;
12:41 AM;

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Went sentosa with ma homies sometyme baq. rly fun. we took 100pics laa. doing those FHM poses, stupid hugging pics... really cherish those moments.

we shall go baq again after our EC paper k? Love ya gerlos to bits.

haa, and our sakae. Fcuk, i had 2 chawanmushi. Damn niceee.(: and alort alort of fried fried stuffs. Seriously, i haven been gaining weight. So, prolly after tdy which imma gg to eat buffet with ma sis, i shall stop all buffets!! *peace out

recently, imma liek having a piercing pain at my bottom right hand side. Is it appendix? but i didnt run or exercise str after i eat kno. it occurs like late in the nyte that kinda thingy. Kno wads the worse thingy that came to my mind.... Cancer. Shit! Shucks. How can i even think of that?

This week is my study break aka term break. Next week gonna have 5 papers! i've never come across 5 papers in one week in my whole entire study life. this gonna be the maiden one. Fcukshit. And i didnt go fer all the lectures so far. Prolly eu guys gna prepare fer ma doom's day laaa.

Sometymes jez feel liek quitting school.
School simplys bores. And worse, the school fees cost a bomb.
And suay thingy happen t me laa. I lost my phone. I put my Giro wrongly.
cant be bothered laa. Prolly this month isn't my month.
I need my pay cheque soon. Really soon.

I wanna get a new phone.
I love my Daddy.(:

the blue mess.;
12:36 PM;

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

i'm so so tired.
jez gimme a break.

let me sleep and don't wake up.
Please..

the blue mess.;
1:07 AM;

Saturday, July 02, 2005

maybe bistro is nort the right place for me to work.
im gedding so restless ere.
and everything is nort falling into the right place laa
friends ive made ere has been the best motivation to me
and the main reason that allows me to persist till now
however as tyme goes, i kept losing my cool and i kno somehow
i have to get out of that arena soon

its nice kno
eu ged 25% discount, eu eat free food, eu crap joke around.
but why must its management be so kan na sai?
everyone is putting up a false front
why must this be the case?
sometymes its really nort my fcuking business
but i got fcuked in the end too
what's the use of losing his cool at me, after that say sorry?
ain't no use dude
once said out from ure mouth, that's it.
no turning baq.

i quit.
really quit.
tyme to move on and experience a new envt.
yaa.(:
lobangs anyone?

the blue mess.;
3:06 AM;

Friday, July 01, 2005

first, it was Jasmine's.
Next, it's mine.

Yes, i've lost my 6610i. Seriously that fcuking idiot who steal my phone is a motherfcuking whore bitch who jez suck anyone's dick. Probably she has been contracted with STD, that's why nidded the money to do treatment. Fcuk asshole. my precious phone, all gone is jez a second. My heart gives a crack.. i'm really scare. very scare.

Cried. Whine. Joke.
But it jez culdnt ged off my mind.
I really wanna see that muthafcuker and probably use a barbie doll legs and stuffs it inside her pussy. after that i'll pour boiling water onto and into her asshole. Get a few blangadesh to suck and bite off her tits.. If i'm still nort appeased, jez slash her face and ruin her lyfe forever.

Thats her retribution fer taking my phone. Tho its nort an ex phone, still it means so so much to me. Fcuk ci bai laa. x(

So pissed.
Bitch.
Whore.
Fcuking toygame.
Prostitute.
Asshole baby.

Go to Hell.

the blue mess.;
1:20 AM;