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there have been alort of problems cropping up and hurting my inner soul for the past week. i really actually wanted to put a full stop to it, but my heart keeps on crying and crying. i knoe living without you is jez liek i've actually stepped beyond Hell Gates, i tried to ged out of ure sight. i seriously tried. however most of the tymes, memories be it bad or good jez keep rushing and flashing over and over again in my mind, and i kno very well that i don wanna leave u out of my life. i feel a surge of chest pain whenever u appear in my mind, i may endure, in the end i'll still be looking out of the window, sobbing away.

obviously i quarrelled with him again. and yes, he choose to break things up. and his timing is excellent too. jez the day before i leave for KL, making me stranded, heartbroken, emotionless on my trip to KL. i will say he's cruel. he believes he's always standing at the Right side, and imma always the Wrong. whatever he is, he must be, but whatever i am, he doesn't bother, he expects me to adapt to him. how can this ever possible? a relationship should be build on trust and equality. apparently, he isn't practising Equality here. owells, my luck i guess. i chose him. so ya, i left for KL str after he suggested a break-up. i did nort even feel liek going laa. but after Ben talked to me, his words make big sense and i trusted him that everything will be fine after i come back.

so the most difficult part here is, how to forget everything and enjoy myself. difficult, very difficult. but thanks to lizhen and sylvia. they helped me all along. altho tymes to tymes i may jez weep for no reason.

KL is a place where there's the least amount of government. their cars and bikes don even need to on their signal lights, liek wth laa, so damn dangerous laa. things are cheap ere.

one thing is that i went Zouk ere. cover charge is only RM30. they don check fer ure age man. so lucky me. oh ya, and we were so lucky, the Acting Director of Zouk invited us to drink with them tgt, they gave us name cards and stuffs.. liek nice laa. cos if nxt tyme we were to come Zouk KL again, they will help us with everything such as hotels and stuffs. and we ged to go in free. i don singapore Zouk we can ged this privileges nort.. but.. owells.

the blue mess.;
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