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The Exits

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*Esther*
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January 2005
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been so longg since i blogged. first of all, imma no longer in tb05. dno whie the heck they change our class.. and i got into tb03, taking IEF instead of the easy FIT. damn it ryte? plus the AAA.. nort the batteries, AAA stands for Accounting Application Analysis. how chim is that? at least felicia and faezah is with me in t03. but esther and siyin, tgt with darius is in t10. thats a very sad thing, as in to me laa. my 2 darlings are in a different class as me.. but luckily we have same lectures tgt and stuffs... we must meet up for lunch everyday!!! oryte? felicia.. lets work hard this year! lets don be a bother to shuting. hahaha.

May is jez round the corner. which means.. my KL trip is nearing.. in another 2 more days, imma going to KL for my hoilday with lizhen and sylvia. so sweet isnt it? wanna ged so many things laa. hopefully can find nice nice things ova ere. liek nice bags, nice clothes.. 3may-5may.. whoohoo.. cant wait for it mans.

another thing also is my burfday! and lizhen's burfday! 14th may and 15th may. we gna go Zouk and Black, ryte gers?

p/s : zhen, wadd eu wanna fer ure burfday? i still have no clue lers.

i want that adidas watch badly. nice isnt it? i wanna da black one. but i kno itz bad to ask people for presents.. but jez this onceeee? hopefully one kind soul/stranger sees my blog and decides to bless me laa. hopefully laa. hahaha(:

been working so hard. so tired. and especially itz the tyme of the month u feel extraordinary restless and lethargic, ryte gers? dno why we have to go thru all ese misery and pain, when its only Eve who commit the sin? God is God, He always have the last say, and i respect Him.

thirdly, May is the month which i first met my bf. and on 30th may, we gonna celebr8 our first year anniversary. should i ged him anethg? imma nort sure is he gedding me anethg norts.(: but at least i hope he don have it off his mind.

May also means school is starting. sianx.

ciao.

the blue mess.;
12:52 PM;

Monday, April 25, 2005

at last, everything is settling. imma going to KL nxt wk! 3 may - 5 may. i'm so excited cans. no one knos my mixed excitement inside of me. and no way imma going with my family, im going with my friends!! sounds liek an adult aint it? so nicee. feeling so shiok. gonna buy the tix tmr. going to pack my bag soon.. yea babyy yea. (:

the blue mess.;
11:56 AM;

Sunday, April 24, 2005

i don have any descriptive words that can describe my feelings now. jez as what my title has summarize, without trust, everything jez start to fall apart. we're doing the same old thing every week, our interaction tyme geds shorter and shorter, we do nort have much topics to discuss about, things are jez liek a routine to me. i dno how he felt, but at least i feel everything is going a negative way, instead of a positive way.

imma very sad. really very upset. i heart him so much, so much so i am willing to give up alot of stuffs for him, i sacrifice my time my money for him, i forsake all other opportunities cost jez for him, but does he ever realise it? sometymes i will jez cry, i won say a thing. but when things start to pile up, i cant control my own temper. i don wish ending this relationship will be the only solution for us. that is really my heart cry.

we're going to celebrate our one year anniversary soon, but things jez kept coming in. i dno how long we can endure this long walk, but i really pray for a betta change. as for now.. i jez wish trust will redeveloped again, and hopefully we get to celebrate our 2nd yr or even 3rd year's anniversary together.

the blue mess.;
1:26 PM;

Saturday, April 23, 2005

haven been blogging fer days. been werking and werking laa. one day bistro, another day ritz. really really damn tired now. haven been gedding enough rest, cos u kno why? these days the weather is liek so nicee, i went swimming every other day. i went on wed, today is fri i go again. so nice the sun i tell u, i feel so great with da tan. feel so woman now. keke. i must go KL soon. very very soon. my shopping list is piling upp. zhen.. faster meet up! buy tix!! oryte.? today i had their linguine marinara at bistro. nice laa. had beer after that, and i tried its milkshake. niceeee. very nice.(:

imma happy cos im gonna meet fel n sy on monday fer the sentosa job. Christian Dior lerr.... prolly can ged some goodies home? hopefully la.

gna slp now. damn tired. werking tmr oso. ciao

the blue mess.;
3:33 AM;

Monday, April 18, 2005

so in the end, we din go swimming. lizhen brought her stuffs fer no use.(: haha. went for dinner together at magic wok. damn nice cans. we had the usual stuffs : 2plates of plain rice, sambal kang kong, hotplate black pepper chicken, and prawn omelette. yummy yum yum. though we spend quite alot, liek 11bucks each, we indeed had a very great tyme together. talking about the past, the present, secrets.. have a heart to heart talk. i have been meeting her practically every alternate days, jez feel so dear to her. cant live without her.

bought my mango jeans liek finally.. but i didnt ged the 90bucks one, lizhen says its ugly. so i din ged it, i bought the 75bucks one. i liek it too. luckily there's my size laa. hmm, quite tight ler, but i force myself to wear it in. looks liek thats my motivation to lose some fats on my thighs. before my 18th birthday k...

shop ard in far east, went ova to MNG. lizhen spent another 25bucks on that skirt. itz nice laa cans.. so no nidd to feel pain or wadsoever. went to instant kharma to look fer sylvia, chill awhile.

had a catch-up with meiwei n jamie. met them awhile in heeren, but din join em at cartel cos i kno i cant eat anymore. i nidd my strict diet, rmb? but met em agn to take train back tgt.

thats fer my monday. gna werk liek morning 9am tmr.

nort going Bangkok anymore. zhen's sis says itz damn dangerous ere. change of plan, heading to KL. but, nort yet confirm the date.

ciao.

the blue mess.;
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Saturday, April 16, 2005

can u even imagine this? itz a saturday and imma at home. i cant imagine how boring my life can get.. babyy's at home. we have absolutely no plans for the day. he werked and sleep, and i jez rot at home and eat liek a pig. tell me what else can i do?

babyy's bike okiew alrdy. so prolly i will be riding on his bike back very soon. so excited laa. ystd was werking at california bistro. tell u, itz damn busy cans. i rly cant imagine. itz only 7hrs, and i can feel the strain on my kneecap and thighs. damn tiring compared to ritz carlton banqueting. eu got to take down orders, key in orders, serve.. and clear the soiled dishes. damn tiring cans. haha, but everything is funn. dey keep asking me to go fer break and stuffs. ritz carlton doesnt have such policy. if only they have...

the blue mess.;
10:38 PM;

Friday, April 15, 2005

had a sumptous meal with zhen tdy at seoul garden. damn nicee. had so much fun bbq-ing the beef..chicken.. cooking the "hum", drinking the hot hot hot soup.

met nette aft that fer awhile. they left for cgm, i went shopping alone. saw this Mango jeans i rly liek. 90bucks. nort that ex ryte. and a rather chic handbag fer 30bucks. reserve em all. if i ged the Mng handbag, Guess handbag will be my opportunity cost. anyhoos, there aren't any pretty ones in store that i love.

saw jeans in Forever 21, one 3-quart 73bucks, another full length jeans 58bucks. the 3quart ones is rly pretty. but damn ex laa. prolly nort gedding those laa. went over to Charles n Keith. quite a few heels i saw and love at 1st sight. hmm, if only imma bloody rich.

shopping alone is fun. went ard reserving clothes. haha. but quite headache to spend actually.

wanna go queenz on saturday. really feel liek going. babyy...pls.

i gotta to see babyy soon. i miss me damn much alrdy. i hope he miss me too.

the blue mess.;
2:07 AM;

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

days have been passing liek a routine. either werking at ritz, if nort at bistro. nuthing wild happened or whatsoever. itz so boringg cans. today as usual, i showed up fer werk at bistro, after having lunch at cartel with zhen, gene. i had steak today. damn nice, but the portion, sad to say,was rather little i felt. i had expected the steak to be bigger. damn upset i wud say, i will be back fer more. cos itz nice, i won deny that ya. zhen had her usual grilled chicken, so healthy.. and gene had his st louis pork ribs. itz the most sinful day of the month i tell eu. usually i try to minimise the number of tymes i come in contact/or rather consume pork. but today, i tried gene's pork rib. tell me, is it sinful? arrgh, got nuthing to say anymore laa.

there's more to come. after that, we went out of cine to heeren. walk ard, saw jeannette there. jueying, janice that group was there too. they went to volunteer to be orientation leaders cans. don prey prey laa. so surprising to meet them ere. ok, then these 2 siao kias says they feel liek having Swensen's. i was like what the hell, we jez had cartel!! yepps. but i got to entertain em. in the end, we walk down to Swensens, but they hestitate to go in. what a stupid bunch of frens i got. so after much discussion, we decided to jez go taka's food court there and see wad's nice ere.

i had 2 scoops of ice cream. -dark chocs&rum with raisin at Vendatto. i think i had that spelled wrongly. oh,whatever.thats another sinful act.

last stop is at far east. guess wad.. we had that Taiwan XXXL chicken. see, isnt that sick? sinful..!!

gonna repent now.ciao.

the blue mess.;
12:37 AM;

Saturday, April 09, 2005

i keep thinking that my money is running out. that whatever i have is always not enough. is that call mid life crisis? imma jez feeling so boredd. cant wait fer saturday...oh, and thats today!! yeah love saturdays to bacon bits. its a day to chill, relax.. and have fun. lots and lots of fun.

jez back frm ritz. now feeling hungry but yet dno wadd to eat. only left maggi and few crumps of potato chips. and one thing, my feets stink!! becos i nvr wear stockings maaaa. sze has been complaining about that. so bad rytee.

now chatting with siyin, darius and azmil. hopefully they can acc me till i feel sleepy. humphhh. boringg.

the blue mess.;
3:15 PM;

Thursday, April 07, 2005

today is alrdy thursday. have been werking since monday, and imma feeling so so damn lethargic now. dno whie. i keep yawning and yawning during ritz lunch jez now. i nidda a gud rest man.

been missing alort of babyy. 2 more days to seeing him again. itz liekk.. whoa. longg way man.

lemme talk abit on california bistro. well,nice werking there fer da 2nd day ystd. took dwn orders, key into micros. itz damn cool cans. jez hope the pay can increase to 6bucks. now 5.5bucks seems abit patheic. plus,imma werking liek only 4-5hrs per day? ya. cant earn much seriously. people there are nice. they lemme try their tiramisu. so nicee laa. shall go there fer dinner somtyme ltr. wanna have their chicken pramgianna with side mashed potatoes. hee. and drink their milkshakes, have their blueberry cheesecake. yummy yum yum.

the blue mess.;
8:30 PM;

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

today is my first day working at California Bistro at esplanade. cool place to chill, itz jez nxt to Harry's. quite enjoyable till this fcuking incident which i will never ever forget in my whole entire life cans.

see, i was at the side station, jez took down the customers' order. was walking towards the micros to key in their orders. and guess what happens next? i slip and fell. yes, ure right. i slip and fell right down on my big fat butt. i was liek What The Fcuk! itz so damn embarressing cans. my floor manager saw it. my colleagues saw it too. jez right there. Bump! there i go. really.. fcuking sianx sia.

other than that, itz rather fun werking there. ppl liek Angel, Yan, Edward.. they really help me alort. there's alort of freedom too. liek u can drink anything u wan laa. except alcohols n stuffs. ya.. so thats about all larhs. somehow i liek find a new mission in life. liek wanna make the best outta my life. dno why, i suddenly have this feeling.. that i don wan to waste my youth. see, i'm alrdy 18(in a month's tyme), i seriously wanna earn more money now.. and of cos handle my studies well laa.

actually relationship to me, as in Now la, is nort that important anymore. well,i still love my boyfriend alort. and itz damn lots.. but jez that the importance has lowered. maybe my thinking is beginning to be more matured.. but seriously, marriage is nort a neccessary to me. of cos i wanna ged engaged, have children.. but thats nort important to me now. itz money. and parties. and more fun. hahahaha. yes, imma gedding more and more money-minded. ok,jez ignore me.

gna end here i guess. wryte damn lotsa alrdy. cant wait fer the wkend to come. wanna meet my babyy soon. he gt his new hairdo. gna take his pics on sat n then post it upp yeah? ciao.

the blue mess.;
11:35 PM;

Monday, April 04, 2005

Description of Your First Name of: Becky

Although the name Becky creates an active mind and a restless urge to explore new ideas, we emphasize that it causes a blunt expression that alienates others. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the solar plexus, and tension or accidents to the head.

The influence of Becky makes you positive, self-assertive, and independent. You can be creative, inventive, and ingenious in practical matters, such as handicrafts. When you have the opportunity to pursue your own goals and interests free from interference, you can feel very agreeable and express a buoyant optimism. On the other hand, you can be impulsive and forceful when opposed, and act without due forethought and discretion. Hence you have many bitter experiences and generally rather unsettled conditions in your life, with little progress and financial accumulation. You cannot tolerate any domination by others, or circumstances that restrict your freedom and independence. You are inclined to make changes abruptly in your life as an escape from such conditions.

haha. i gotta this from felicia's blog. owells, i find it rather true. what about you?
http://www.kabalarians.com/cfm/your.cfm

the blue mess.;
11:02 AM;

Saturday, April 02, 2005

i broke my records ystd. i werk from 6am-1am. thats liek shiat laaa. after that i sleep till liek a pig. even till now, imma so tiredd. probably gna sleep after i washed up da dishes. i cooked macaroni mahhx. what a nice niceeeeee macaroni soup.. with my secret recipe.

anyways, i was lucky enuff to be shortlisted fer da California Bistro work. jez waitress-ing werk laa. but it will be so much nicer if all 4 of us can werk tgt (me,fel,sy,sz). so if next tyme aft our sch we can go werk tgt mahh. dno laa. hope that Bistro guy will call them soon. i starting werk nxt Tues. 6-11pm at esplanade. drop-by laa. haha.

was at raffles city the other day. forgot that mewe werk there as well. went cartel to eat, and i saw her there, i was liek "MEWE! MEWE!" haha.apparently she was damn shocked laa. but we had fun.

last thurs, we went fer job-scouting. after that we went town. shop around. i bought two plain tops from topshop. buy 2 less 20% mahh. so it was rather cheap. hmm 2 tops for 30.40. cheap ain't it? owells, money can always be earned back. so no werries. no werries.

felicia left to meet mark. shuzhu left to meet her guy. esther left as well. leaving me and siyin behind. we were rather boredd. in the end we headed to nearby pubs. acid bar was our first intention. but it looks kinda scary cos rouge is jez so near to acid. the ouncer looks damn liek fierce laa. me and sy tout the bouncer were from acid, but darius keep denying. so after exploring, we got da answer. anws, we went alleybar in the end. had long island tea. consists of gin, tequila, rum ... blah blah. ferged alrdy laa. siyin had jackdaniel's cola. after that we shared another pint of Hoegaarden's draft beer. i dno whats that.. so we jez tried. man, spend quite alot. chill there fer liek 1.5hous or so, we went back home. fruitful day in fact.

friday(ystd) werk, tdy meeting babyy ltr. he's home. but he wanna ged some rest first he said. so owells gna wait. or right shall end here.

the blue mess.;
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